moonlightgypsy1912

Wow, that's dumb...

Thank you so much for all the support I have been getting from you guys! Sadly, I have not possessed the ability to reply because I have only had my computer back for a day.  The school-issued miracles were taken away before Christmas break and my focus hasn't been exactly ON lately, so my posts are a little lazier than I would prefer. I haven't been exactly sleeping well either, hence the title.

Alright then, the basic goings-on have been as follows: boring. The most exciting thing to happen to me personally was getting Adam Lambert 'Beg for Mercy' for Christmas and inadvertently falling for it. Nonetheless, it will never be as awesome as for Your Entertainment or as magnificent as Trespassing.

In contrast, finding out that the guy somebody very close to me has a crush on is gay was quite...unsettling. It isn't even the fact that the aforementioned individual has a crush on him; it's the fact that he has a girlfriend that he plans on using to test his sexuality. I'm not sure how I feel about that...she's a possessive bitch after being online official for three days, but that doesn't make her a bad person.

Comments? Questions? Suggestions?

~moonlightgypsy1912

On October 4th, 2012, my world ended. I sobbed and screamed and writhed and hit that 'NOPE' button so hard my school may sue me for the amount of time I spend on Tumblr...

Blaine cheated on Kurt and I died a little inside. Ryan broke up Brittana, and I died a little more. He flashed back to the moment when Klaine held hands for the first time...I was dead.

I turned to Tumblr in my time of need, sadly, because Deviantart is NEVER UPDATED!! D: I used to get all my info from deviantart and it randomly decided to become ineffective what the hell?!?!?! Even I have a Tumblr now and I get the majority of my spoilers and information and good old-fashioned Klaine-y goodness!!!! Not only am I dealing with the absolute terror of Blaine cheating on Kurt and Klaine not getting a freaking resolution, but I feel like I'm losing Deviantart and rebounding with Tumblr!! Dammit, now I have "Don't Speak" stuck in my head again...

Please help me stop this by showing this post to anybody who cares...thank you and happy deviantarting or Tumbling or whatever it is we nerds do these days!!!!

~moonlightgypsy1912

I'm not the most popular girl at my school (not even freaking CLOSE) and I'm alright with that. The only downside: I don't get asked to go out on dates. I'm holding out for when I get to college, but it would still be nice to go places (like dances and such) with a date. This year, my friend Desiree and I remembered a little joke we made last year about going to homecoming together if neither of us had dates. She's bisexual, but I'm straight so of course we would only be going as friends. I asked her to homecoming this year (as friends; again, let me emphasize that I don't bend that way) and we had a big laugh-fest about it. We even agreed that I would wear something resembling a tuxedo (personally, I want to wear a bow tie [bow ties are cool], suspenders, funky gloves, tuxedo pants, a dress shirt, and hopefully some stilettos [I don't want to butch it up completely!] and then I would want to style my hair like Adam Lambert.) I told my mom about the idea, and she has a problem with it because she doesn't want me to look like a lesbian. I like menswear, my hair is shorter than most of the guys at my school wear, and I'm a very gay-rights-oriented person: THAT DOESN'T MEAN I'M ON TEAM RAINBOW, PEOPLE!

That doesn't stop me from wondering if Desiree and I are going too far with this. I don't personally think we are, but some people might not see it like that. I''m not a know giver of fucks, but it still concerns me that my mother may think I'm a lesbian. She hasn't openly wondered this, but it's a personal worry of mine. I love the homosexual men and I have no problem with the homosexual women, but I'm not one of them! I'm not going to change who I am, but I can't help but wonder how I can assure my mother...

Happy fangirling!!

~moonlightgypsy1912

Good news to all who follow my posts or care about the rants/future deviations I plan to post: my school did something I like for a change!!

Yes, the school I attend-partially against my will -has issued laptops to the sophomore class, so I will be able to post more often. It will mostly be rants (KLAINE BREAK-UP?! WHAT? NO! denial), but there will be fanfiction, and some deviations if I can find a scanner.

Happy fangirling!!

~moonlightgypsy1912